Sunday, January 18, 2009

Dignity




Right now I am going through a stage of being kind of numb, there has been a lot going on.

I stop myself from doing the deep thinking thing sometimes, but I am wondering about the what I have been feeling. I know that I should be very excited about getting my life straightened out, it is happening and that is what I have wanted. I am making more head way learning to manage anxiety than I am with dealing with the depression.
The cool thing is when you know something needs to be sorted out.
I know it has to do with dignity.
My dignity.
This is like doing homework on yourself.
So now I have questions.
I feel like I am cut up into a bunch of puzzle pieces, and am slowly putting it together.
What should I be feeling about myself?
There is still a need to reconnect with that little girl up there in those pictures.
Keep things simple.
My motto.
I love who God made me, I love the beautiful people he has brought into my life. I love the beautiful world he has given us to live in.
Everything's going to be ok !!!

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