I'm Back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have just been through quite an amazing month and a half . My life is changing !!!!! Not that I have gotten rid of the anxiety and depression, but I am doing it, the thing I have hoped and prayed for. I am getting myself back. I am beginning to understand myself and how to deal with things better. I will be moving in with my sister temporarily in 3 weeks. Still looking for work that I will not be scared to death to go to. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel now, even though it is just a pinhole. !!!!!!!!!!!! It has paid off finally, the taking 1 day at a time, not quiting, opening myself to other people who are good for me. Such dear , wonderful people !!!!!!!! There are only a few, but absolute treasures !!!!!!!!! My bad day when it was definite that I was making the move was pretty horrible. I haven't had that kind of depression for a while. the kind where you don't want to be alone. I was crying my eyes out, then I reached out, started making phone calls. Today is not as bad, I am making a point of trying my best to just concentrate on whatever I am doing, and making sure I am eating. I am very scared of course about this move, things changing, but inside of me knows it is what needs to happen if I am to continue to get strong inside.