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Couldn't make it to therapy today and I had so much on my mind and a lot of questions popping up in my head ! Now that something inside of me that is calling the shots wants to really get going with the understanding myself part. What is that anyway? It is pretty cool whatever it is. I need to find out why I am afraid , what all this confusion is about, why I can't seem to pull myself together and what I should do about getting medical coverage. Around and around in circles, that is all I have been doing for the last month. I am on my own last nerve.