Remembering How it Was Before Life Happened

Here's to having an intelligent conversation with yourself ! ! ! At the moment I am very amused at the whole idea of doing this blogging!! I could really get to like this. Thoughts on my mind today? I wonder if my kids even know who I really am. I think who we really are is how we were about the time we graduated from high school. Read THAT again just in case it didn't make any sense the first time ! ! Last year when things were really bad and I thought I was losing my mind and the depression was really bad, I started feeling very compelled to go back to Malvern (the town I grew up in) to be able to walk around and really feel the place. It had something to do with reconnecting with myself and the way I was before life happened. We moved away the summer I graduated and everything has been pretty bizarre since!! My theory is that I am not disturbed, just terribly effected ! I'm thinking thats fixable. I did get back to Malvern but there was a craft fair going on so it wasn't the calm kind of time I was looking for. It did help, but I still feel I need to go back again. That is going on my to do list ! Advice to my kids? Don't allow anything or anyone to change who they really are.